*СНЫ САНДАКШАТРА*

Символический ряд Консервативной Революции Духа

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СНЫ САНДАКШАТРА:

THUNDER PERFECT MIND

i am the first and the last

i am the honored one and the scorned one

i am the whore and the holy one

i am the wife and the virgin

i am the mother and the daughter

i am the members of my mother

i am the barren one and many are her sons

i am she whose wedding is great and i have not taken a husband

i am the midwife and she who does not bear

i am the solace of my labor pains

i am the bride and the bridegroom and it is my husband who begot me

i am the mother of my father and the sister of my husband and he is my offspring

i am the slave of him who prepared me

i am the ruler of my offspring

but he is the one who begot me before the time on a birthday

and he is my offspring in due time and my power is from him

i am the staff of his power in his youth and he is the rod of my old age

and whatever he wills happens to me

i am the silence that is incomprehensible and the idea

whose remembrance is frequent

i am the voice whose sound is manifold and the word whose appearance is multiple

for i am knowledge and ignorance

i am shame and boldness

i am shameless i am ashamed

i am strength and i am fear

i am war